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Feeling off lately... like my head is out of sync with the world and i can't seem to snap it back onto track.
i am not depressed or anything like that.... just don't like the turmoil and chaos in my world.
trying to distract myself with art and what-not.
Think i need a quiet spot to be alone and just mindlessly scribble into my sketchbook for fun.
oh yeah and may the 4th be with you.
~dfg
i am not depressed or anything like that.... just don't like the turmoil and chaos in my world.
trying to distract myself with art and what-not.
Think i need a quiet spot to be alone and just mindlessly scribble into my sketchbook for fun.
oh yeah and may the 4th be with you.
~dfg
Time is the resource i am chasing
i always seem to have thirteen more things to do than i have time to pull off. i am trying to work on evaluating the things in this world that add value to my life so i can reorganize the time i have available to do the things i love. it is strange when you do that in a clinical sense and try to evaluate the things that consume your time you find this odd occurrence... or maybe it is just me... i have put effort into things that don't directly make me happy or satisfied... when i do something i try to give my everything to it so it is easy to get to far in. once you are to far in then the time gets consumed and you get this false sense of somethings importance because you have done it for "awhile". I am trying to look at those things and see where i can lighten up on the commitment level i put into things. as an example... there are things that i know how to do and i have done them for awhile but they are not my job... i just do them. and others get credit for the work. i am not
Laptop crashed
Laptop got some updates and the proceeded to start trying to destroy itself. :cry: I am temporarily trying to get up and running with a Linux laptop. it is taking some getting used to. i am trying to get stuff set. Any other Linux users out there what are the best software that you can recommend. I have the following installed (so far) Krita, Davinci Resolved, OBS I need to get my Printer/Scanner set up Anyone have advice for scanning setup on linux. Any advice is appreciated.
Mind numb
just kinda having one of those days where your mind is filled with a slight hum and nothing is really coming into focus.
I can feel things in my surroundings but it is as iff they are all just out of reach and out of focus.
i feel inspiration and apathy battling for control deep inside my mind but it all pours out as that annoying hum of indecision and lack of creative accomplishment.
i am sure that it will pass and the thick foggy discoloration of thought will clear and make way for me to understand the artistic landscape in my mind.
until then i will just hold on for the ride and see where it takes me.
i think i will work on setting up
Busy doing post storm Cleanup
doing alot of post storm cleanup around the homestead.
Quite a few trees broke off and a great deal of dead wood all around.
just when i begin to feel i have a handle on the workload or might even get caught up mother nature throws another storm at us.
i like being busy but i am definitely getting tired.
I hope you are all safe and well.
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Damn man I'm sorry to hear that, hang in there. If ya need to talk to anyone feel free to vent and such to me. Chin up and such X<